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Roots Grow Deep

by Arbielle

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1.
Robin Hood 04:36
Armed with a stick tied by a string You play Robin Hood And with a curtain tied 'round my head I am your faithful Maid Marion Golden grasses higher than our heads Never daunted you As we foraged for a feast By the edge of the alfalfa fields And I remember picking blackberries When the summer stretched as far as we could see And the sunlight in your eyes, clear blue Containing everything you knew Summers passed, we both got older You left your Legos for a grown-up job You've grown a beard, and more recluse You don't seem so tall We sit together on another coast And stack rocks until the sunlight falls Your voice is quiet, but your eyes haven't changed at all And we remembered picking blackberries When the summer stretched as far as we could see When the world didn't weigh so great We didn't wonder how we'd make our way Now it's a smokey, August Sunday The summer's ending soon And we're driving down to the Redwoods Your new girlfriend's coming, too And she sits by you, and speaks for you I see your family worry Are you strong enough to say what makes you most happy? But I remember picking blackberries When the summer stretched as far as we could see And the sunlight in your eyes, clear blue Containing everything you knew Yes I remember picking blackberries With you leading, we could conquer anything So what befalls you, be it hard or good To me you'll always be a Robin Hood
2.
For Daddy 03:26
Do you hear her voice when I sing you my songs? Do you see her eyes when I smile? More than twenty years but I know it's not enough to forget that empty room I know I have her laugh, her face I sing her songs, and I choose her faith but I am choosing to make my own way, too and I'm not her, and I will never leave you I remember it all building Lego creations in my overalls you made me wear sensible shoes My braids weren't quite as straight as the other girls in my grade but I was a beloved child and this I knew Rainy school days eating frozen burritos from the microwave I thought they were the best in the world Other kids watched T.V. but my day always ended with you and me reading a story, the Newberry-award-winning kind But now I'm grown, and I am free to sing her songs, and to choose her faith but that don't mean that I've out-grown loving you I know I have her laugh, her face I sing her songs, and I choose her faith but half of me is of my loving Daddy, too and I'm not her, and I will always love you
3.
Stained glass eyes looking down on me but I wonder sometimes, could they possibly see how the thing I always want is the thing He doesn't give not that I'm not gratefulfor all the other gifts Just that I'm ageing, and I can hear the clock tick I need to know that Your hand is on my shoulder I need to know that my story is far from over I need to know that someday, someone will love me And the Lord said, "Why wouldn't he?" We've packed up all the boxes now we're packing paper bags Mama's dusty cookbooks, Barbie shoes, old diaper rags Have you forgotten them, Lord? How is it fair? They lift their eyes to You while their old dreams disappear I need to know that Your arms are around their shoulders I need to know that their story is far from over I need to know that You'll provide for them for all of their days And the Lord said, "Haven't I always?"
4.
Last night we watched a pair under sweet apple trees promise their love to each other We drank wine from Mason jars danced in the grass under the stars huddled close when the cool night air came and I slept with a smile on my face Thinking maybe You know every want that I'm wanting and maybe You care about all my little cares and what if it's true that You knit me together and every crease of my heart feels Your touch how could anyone love me so much? But sometimes these summer Oregon evenings when the sun burns the apple trees gold are so God-blessed beautiful it hurts my heart to behold so tell me Lord what can I do? When my heart aches, Lord, what can I do? But maybe You know every want that I'm wanting and maybe You care about all my little cares and what if it's true that You knit me together and every crease of my heart feels Your touch how could anyone love me so much? But if summer is just an inkling of Heaven then I can put my sorry heart to rest and all that I can do is pound my piano and try to write a song worthy of You and try to write a song worthy of You Because I think You know every want that I'm wanting and I think You care about all my little cares and I think it's true that You knit me together and every sun-laden soul feels Your touch how could anyone love us so much? How could anyone love us so much? How could anyone but You love us so much?
5.
July 01:45
6.
Antioch College taught him be ashamed to die, till you've changed the world so he lived with migrant workers and taught in East L.A. middle schools Daddy knew old friends were important he held his family dearer still as he ventured to Oregon, this is what I'm from This is what I'm from, love this love I'm from, yeah oh, this is the passion he gave, this is what I'm from With an oboe, and wide-eyes blue my Mama left for Santa Cruz first French kiss, some weird trips read Karl Marx and lots of feminists she wandered, and wondered and found her way to Oregon, here to stay Love the Lord, unafraid to change this is what I'm from This is what I'm from, love this love I'm from, yeah oh this is the faith that she gave, this is what I'm from Planning the revolution, and fighting for unions they fell in love their baby didn't learn to crawl 'till Hannah-the-Van-ah came rumbling home singing rounds on long hikes reading gender-neutral nursery rhymes free to be you and me, this is what I'm from This is what I'm from, love this love I'm from, yeah oh this is the music they gave, this is what I'm from Left the mid-west as a youth with a will to explore and a rusty car Matt dumpster-dived and learned a trade and met crazy folks near the Everglades cooking Devil's French Toast, grow out your hair hike the wild, drink Mad Dog Beer be strong inside yourself, this is what I'm from This is what I'm from, love this love I'm from, yeah this is the strength that he gave, this is what I'm from And Dawn was making wonderful friends, smoking lots of pot, forcing rules to bend philosophizing, school-bus driving traveled to Greece, started compost heaps the silliest leader in elderly care doing what women never dared love your friends, love the world, have a ball this is what I'm from This is what I'm from, love this love I'm from, yeah this is the joy that she gave, this is what I'm from Well, years passed, decades spent babies came, marriage went home moved, we cried new grandparents, boycotts died but some things stayed, and these things grew our hearts are strong, we all pull through double the family, quadruple the fun and this crazy jumble of love is what I'm from This is what I'm from, love this love I'm from, yeah, oh I'm so lucky to be from what I'm from This is what I'm from, love this love I'm from, yeah so thank you for making me from what I'm from Thank you for making me from what I'm from
7.
Oregon 04:00
Tracks running West from the city through the leafy Hudson Valley, and hills across the great Mississippi where waving canola turns to wheat fields and windmills Soon, I'll see the people who knew me before I been a long time gone but I want one day more before this train takes me home But I'm home In the valley of the Cascades the grasses, and Queen Anne's Lace and the roadside fruit stands Yes I'm home where the air tastes like water I'm a sister, I'm a daughter where roots grow deep Oregon I see that Chris's farm's been growing without me Amanda's gone off to grad school Greg and Michelle have two beautiful babies while hipsters are invading the old neighborhood and monkey trees we climbed and alfalfa fields we roamed are turned into housing developments I lie awake at night and wonder, what am I doing here sleeping in my parents' basement? But I'm home in the valley of the Cascades the grasses, and Queen Anne's Lace and the roadside fruit stands Yes I'm home where the air tastes like water I'm a sister, I'm a daughter where roots grow deep Oregon But I wake up to a dew grass morning Mama's got a breakfast on the stove I swear, I had a life back in Brooklyn but I wonder if the old things can hold beginnings, too Yeah, I'm wandering and wallowing back in dirty overalls But I can't deny how good it feels But I'm home in the valley of the Cascades the grasses, and Queen Anne's Lace and the roadside fruit stands Yes I'm home where the air tastes like water I'm a sister, I'm a daughter where roots grow deep where roots grow deep where roots still grow Oregon
8.
You're a fool, sometimes Hearing what you wanna hear believing what isn't there and then you come back down You hope too hard, sometimes You want people to be better though you know that you should never ever imagine they will change for you Girl, just close your eyes and sing, sing, sing You make mistakes, but you can sing, sing, sing I know it hurts, but you can sing, sing, sing Just don't forget to sing You feel too old, sometimes The boys your age are not grown up they don't know what they really want and you forget every time You want too much, sometimes You wish for less integrity or a singular ability for never feeling lonely Girl, just close your eyes and sing, sing, sing You make mistakes, but you can sing, sing, sing I know it hurts, but you can sing, sing, sing Just don't forget to sing Yes, you're a fool, sometimes You push for things that shouldn't be and then you're left there, wondering... but God knows your whole heart So, just close your eyes and sing, sing, sing You make mistakes, but you can sing, sing, sing I know it hurts, but you can sing, sing, sing Just don't forget to sing
9.
You know that feeling you get when you start thinking too much about health insurance or paying back your student loans? Or you feel like a sell-out for getting your first cell phone or credit card? Well, I know how you feel Yes I know how you feel Well maybe I'm too young to worry but I'm too old to ignore That life goes with or without you I can't be waiting no more I don't want to push bull-shit I don't want to just get by I want to jump from this gerbil wheel and find my life And I want to plant real trees I want us to grow real change I want our grand-kids to look up and see the same real sky Well, maybe I'm too young to worry but I'm too old to ignore that life goes with or without you I can't be waiting no more I don't want to just pay bills I don't want to just survive I want to jump from this train that's running away with my life And I want to sing real songs I want to find out real love I want to do what feels right by my heart and with God above Well maybe I'm too young to worry but I'm too old to ignore that life goes with or without you I can't be waiting no more I can't stay here where everyone's nice and the grass is perpetually green I gotta check out the world and see what there is to see And I want to hug lost souls I want to find grass that's less green I want to go where it's dark and the light they need is me Well maybe I'm too young and foolish but I'm too old to ignore that life goes with or without you I can't be waiting no more I can't be waiting no more
10.
Throw another log on the dying campfire let your fingers on the guitar play another song for me Don't let the rising moon chase you to your cold bed No, stay here and talk awhile with me What would it feel like to walk with you over Juniper hills, beneath Scorpio's eye? What would it feel like to walk alone with you under the wide desert sky? Wonder how the bats flit so near the firelight Listen to the nighthawks as they peep to the sky Feel the desert breeze, how it hugs us good-night Oh, stay here and talk awhile with me What would it feel like to walk with you sweet as river willow, and as soft as Indian rye? What would it feel like to walk alone with you under the wide desert sky? Under the wide desert sky?

credits

released December 10, 2013

Photos by Michelle Redfield at Casual Camera, www.casualcamera.com
Graphics by Jeannine Munkres, www.citrinegraphics.com
Recorded by Brent Alan at Echo Ridge Music in Sisters, Oregon, www.echoridgemusic.com
Mastered and Produced by Troy Carruth at Electronic-Boy Studios in Portland, Oregon.

All songs written by Rachel Byron-Law
Piano, guitar, lead vocals - Rachel Byron-Law
Fiddle - Chris Kokesh
Harmony vocals (“Sing, Sing, Sing” & “For Daddy”) - Beth Wood
Harmony vocals (“July” & “Wide Desert Sky”) - Katie Fitzgerald
Banjo - Brent Alan

Dedications: I’d like to dedicate this album to Doris Byron, 1918 - 2012

Thanks:
To God! And my dear family and friends who have supported me in music all my life, even when my clarinet squeaked, I was too shy to use a microphone, and I giggled more than I sang. Grandma Doris for her musical legacy and for financing years of piano lessons, Mama for teaching me to sing rounds when I was two-years-old; Dawn for being my first piano teacher, Nancy Parent for teaching that “mistakes” are just another way to play it, Jeff Payne for starting the Young Composer’s Project, Norma Baker for having such high expectations, Michelle for thinking I could be professional years before I did and for the beautiful photos, Hancock Field Station friends for the summers and songs, Shawn and Caleb for the good times playing at Coffeehouse, Sirens of Swank for the good times everywhere else in Walla Walla, Erin Guthrie for being my first non-relative fan, Costa Rica friends for the nickname, Brooklyn friends and students for three years of adventures, Janet for coming to my shows no matter where I go, Annie Johnston for getting me to Sisters Song Camp, Four Winds friends for the garden concerts and campfires, Matt Gordon for the first album and for showing me how to milk a goat, Harmony and Jeff for the beautiful wedding, Sandy River friends for infinity things, Julia for “infinite peanuts,” Emily and Priti for pumping me up and thinking I’m much cooler than I ever am, my sweet Home Community just because I love you, Dad and Dawn for all the free P.R., Gabe for being such a terrific bouncer, Mona for helping with every little thing I can ever think of from song lyrics to what to wear to the show, Mom and Matt and Amos and Seana for bearing the public to come see me play, all my family for enduring years of practicing and then letting me sing about them, to Beth, Chris, Katie, and Brent for your mentorship and for being on the album, and Brent and Jeannine and Jim for making recording an album the most fun I’ve ever had. To everyone--thank you for the prayers and the hugs; right back atchya’. May this album praise God and bless all of you, some of His most awesome people.

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